Ouch. YEY!! Ouch. YEY!! Oh crap..... @.@
oh my... I'm losing it.... I think I've officially lost my mind...
I had a very good, almost perfect relationship with someone before but I was really never as happy as when I am with Jerome.. may it be physically or just in the cyber world... I don't know why I somehow feel like a fool after I smile and laugh with Jerome.. It's strange... I love him but while I am loving him, I am also hurting... Hurting because I am scared and I am scared because I am SCARRED. whew!
I never thought that I can really carry on feeling like this everyday for the past few months...
I can't seem to stop loving and hurting and somehow hating him all at the same time...
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...............
but one thing is for sure.....
I will be certain on what I really feel about him when I see him again..
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
envy much?
all i can say is.. i am not trying so hard to be me because i love myself and the life that i got going....
sounds familiar?
of course, that's what i always say.. that is also in my previous blog and in my friendster account.. hmmm.... i wonder why i can see it in your profile....
sounds familiar?
of course, that's what i always say.. that is also in my previous blog and in my friendster account.. hmmm.... i wonder why i can see it in your profile....
Saturday, September 4, 2010
LSS
ahhh... ms saigon.... i really love it.... an older friend loves telling the story over and over to me and i love it! i just find it simply romantic and the song last night of the world just makes me want to find that person whom i'll do everything for, i think i already did, the only problem is that the person doesn't seem to feel the same.. oh well, here's the lyrics of that song
In a place that won't let us feel
In a life where nothing seems real
I have found you
I have found you
In a world that's moving too fast
In a world where nothing can last
I will hold you
I will hold you
Our lives will change when tomorrow comes
Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums
and we have music all right
tearing the night
A song
played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
A cry that tells us love goes on and on
played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
On the other side of the earth
There's a place where life still has worth
I will take you
I'll go with you
You won't believe all the things you'll see
I know 'cause you'll see them all with me
If we're together that's when
we'll hear it again
A song
played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
A cry that tells us love goes on and on
Played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
Dreams
they were all I ever knew
Dreams
you won't need when I'm through
Anywhere
we may be
I will sing with you
a song...
A song played on a solo saxophone
So stay with me
and hold me tight
and dance
like it's the last night of the world
In a place that won't let us feel
In a life where nothing seems real
I have found you
I have found you
In a world that's moving too fast
In a world where nothing can last
I will hold you
I will hold you
Our lives will change when tomorrow comes
Tonight our hearts drown the distant drums
and we have music all right
tearing the night
A song
played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
A cry that tells us love goes on and on
played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
On the other side of the earth
There's a place where life still has worth
I will take you
I'll go with you
You won't believe all the things you'll see
I know 'cause you'll see them all with me
If we're together that's when
we'll hear it again
A song
played on a solo saxophone
A crazy sound, a lonely sound
A cry that tells us love goes on and on
Played on a solo saxophone
It's telling me
to hold you tight
and dance like it's the last night of the world
Dreams
they were all I ever knew
Dreams
you won't need when I'm through
Anywhere
we may be
I will sing with you
a song...
A song played on a solo saxophone
So stay with me
and hold me tight
and dance
like it's the last night of the world
i miss everyhtthing
i miss having a step daughter. i don't know why the thought struck me tonight... before, i used to buy things for jeromes daughter, i enjoy every minute of it... i love helping jerome in helping her. i love talking to her.... i am just sad coz i enjoyed it so much that it made me feel obliged to be there for her and now, i just can't.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
siquijor
i can't believe im going to siquijor! hehe.. some workmates and i have been planning for a road trip since the start of training and now that plan is going to happen... jesi, has a rest house in siquijor so we decided to go there... creepy right? the stories about aswangs are pretty scary but it's still going to be fun, i just know... :-)
we booked flights for oct 16-18... we'll land in cebu para makagala for a few hours then ride a boat going to siquijor in the aftie...
i am really excited!
Sunday, August 29, 2010
cookery hehe
kung may isang bagay akong ipagpapasalamat sa ex kong si jerome, siguro yun ay yung pagkakaroon ko ng willingness na magserve sa kanya lol it includes learning how to cook and wash clothes, efficiently. before i used to cook ok but now, i know i'veimproved. i enjoy cooking now, too bad, he never got to taste my new specialty sinigang.. he never actually had a chance to try any food i cook, never had a chance to cook for him kase...
anyway, today, i cooked pork sinigang with lots of gabi and beef caldereta with pickles and mushroom... saraaaap!
anyway, today, i cooked pork sinigang with lots of gabi and beef caldereta with pickles and mushroom... saraaaap!
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