lol

this one made me laugh!!!

parfum

spraying some more...

i smell hapiness lol

wonderful night

if there is one night that i can remember for the rest of my life is that night when i was able to feel so carefree and happy.. for the first time in several months, i felt really good about myself and i was genuinely happy--no inhibitions, no fear--just happy.

that's a clear sign from above that i deserve that feeling.. that i have made the right choice by finally putting an end to that torture chamber i made for myself..

there are amazing people---from the moment you meet them and the moment they leave you..

there are weak people---amazing on the outside, rotten in the inside.. made a mistake and still won't accept the truth they need in order for them to change...

there are brilliant people---those who say and do the things you need at the right moment..

i met them all..

but one thing is for sure,

i love the amazing and brilliant.. i just wanna forget about the weak :-P

ugh....the memories made that night lulls me so peacefully...

what a saving grace. :-)

hacked

lol a friend of mine got so mad at me after learning what a certain someone did to me.. he hacked my skype acct! lol he changed my name and he also changed my pword.. now i won't be able to use it again and accdg to him:

"atleast, period na talaga..."

i was like.. "ok, ayun lang ba hinack mo???"

him: "yeah, not unless magusap pa uli kayo, nako...."

LOLOLOLOLOL

nakakatawa lang

last week...

was a BLAST!

i can't wait to start the week ahead..

can't wait to start again!

woohooo

march is my month, thank you Lord :-)

no flags

i am walking in this familiar road and the red flags are gone and no where to be found...
all i can see is that colorful rainbow waiting to be reached...
all i can feel is the warm breeze of summer embracing my whole being...
all i can taste is the sweetness of freedom i have been given...


i am happy and i choose to stay happy..

i love this feeling...

APATHY

that is the opposite of love; not hate,not anger...


after just a week of thinking and feeling my freedom, i found myself apathetic towards someone i used to patronize. now i believe that pain can really numb a loving heart.. too much pain can kill love...

i am happy and at peace with myself.


i am responsible for my own growth and happiness therefore i should be mindful of the things that i do because at the end of the road, i know i will find myself with no one else but myself..

NOT ALONE BUT AS A FULFILLED INDIVIDUAL

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i can only give as much.. feel as much and do as much... it takes two to tango,
so why are you letting me dance alone? try to dance maybe you'll understand..

BENCH MARK

realization of mistakes and learning from it are vital parts of growing up..


realization----understanding what's wrong with what you did
learning----is preventing the same scenario to occur


some people just don't learn, specially when they are too full of themselves...

susmio!

magaling at matalinong solusyon

service ng greenteam :-)
with GT people (gibos angels may hawak ng bag lol)

si bunso! juddah and i sa taxicab (motor)cade

FEEDING TIME

ayun oh ang macho haha :-p

quality time

is not just spending time with someone.

it is making the other person feel that you are together.
it's sitting down, talking and listening to each other...
it's making the other person feel that YOU ARE THERE...

hours, days or months of being with someone who cannot give quality to time is not good, i would never trade a night of being with a person who is willing to actually be there to that.. :-)

i wanna be happy and so i will make myself happy by surrounding myself with people who can and wants to make me HAPPy.

discovery channel

wow...

some people are just brilliant..
the way they talk, the way they act, the way they think--
some people are just amazing!

and i am continuosly being amazed..

i love love love being around people like that..

....no more patterns

someone gave me a reality check...


i guess he's so right!

dilemma

The coldness of ice gives a burning feeling... The intensity of fire can melt you like ice. The irony of ironies...

no need to complicate?

life is complicated, if it's not then maybe you are not living!

GREEN TEAM:-)

bunso! juddah and i before the motorcade

aviator shades, inspired by GT hehehe, this is me and kua harvey

me and nikki teodoro :-)

proud to say that i take part in the campaign of Gilbert Teodoro, no other presidentiable can make me feel at ease for our next 6yrs than him.... hopefully God will grant us his leadership..

time for a new Philippines, time for GIBO!

roller coasters

it's too fast..
it's scary..
its turns are unpredictable sometimes..

yet


i am enjoying the ride.. :-)

no non sense

when someone or something is important to us, we tend to stick to them... we keep them, take care of them and love them but when something or someone is insignificant, we can just delete them from our minds...

last week was one hell of a week... i got the worst news i would ever wanna hear from someone i love--and to make matters much more WORST (lol greater than worst) is that what i was told is just a BIG MESSY LIE. my heart was stabbed multiple times just like how ceasar was killed by his senators, i feel so betrayed and hurt...

anyway, i know that i had enough so i want out there in the open and found something new to do...dwelled on it and after a few days, i want nothing but that world!

so when i was asked to choose, of course, i chose what and who makes me happy---i chose my present ventures... no future in the past...

emancipation

being confined in a world where you can do almost everything you want because people appreciates you is soooooo much better than living in a make believe free world where you cannot do anything at all!

i am free.

free from pain.
free from false hopes.
free from stupidity.

sometimes, we got to stop thinking about other people even if we love them because we tend to forget loving ourselves back.. love is a process of giving a lot and taking little, no one should hoard and abuse "LOVE" for it is no longer love--it's called SELFISHNESS.

i looked at myself in a mirror and reflected about the past 4months of my life and i just sighed:

I FEEL ASHAMED OF MYSELF!

but then again, it was a proof that i really can give a lot when it comes to love.

anyway, my mind is activated right now and i am 1000000% sure that only when my mind and heart are at peace, that i should give away love---- to someone who truly deserves it. to someone who is also certain about me.


I am blessed with this storm for i am being trained to be stronger and wiser...

ENOUGH DRAMA...

i have awakened.............

lies and more lies

trust is vital part of any relationship, feed it with lies and you'll sabotage it, maybe not abruptly but slowly yet surely...

lies are the building blocks of an emotional and mental bomb...

pour some more and you might make a bomb that will kill YOU..

be careful. only the wise ones can make it work...

the wise and the fool

there is a thin barrier that differs them, go figure.

green minded

i believe in GIBO. his leadership will definitely bring us and our country to new heights...

just believe!

a fine sleepless day

im so happy. aling norma (my tagapagalaga ancient years ago) came into our house and cooked my favorite merienda--SUMPIA!!!!!!

i don't know why we call it sumpia but most people i know call it "lumpiang ubod" --anyway, it was SUPER YUMMY!

since she arrived this morning, i was eating well! i had lunch and merienda na, can't wait for dinner, sabi niya she will cook my favorite caldereta (chicken wings) before she leaves (yehey to the max)... haaay, i super thank the Lord for this... nagkakaulcer na yata ako for taking my meds in an empty stomach (for 4days na yata) kase hehehe

what else...

another blessing... i watched glee and friends and every single episode seemed like it was intended for me to see and understand the concept of a bad relationship.

icing on the cake.

i just feel so excited to take care of myself better.

i know what i want, and i absolutely don't want this crap (anymore)

GIBO TEODORO :-)

positivity.
credibility.
integrity.
personality.
ability.

GIBO TEODORO has it all.
let us help him make a difference.

the best is yet to come...

only those who know what respect really means will be able to truly love another...

so those who claim that they understand love and respect and trust and faithfulness; please do show it both in words and actions... nothing is better than HONESTY in everything..

love should be pure.

i am so green

ni i am not blue---but green.

i joined the campaign for GT in balintawak market this morning and had a blast. hoping to campaign for him again!

perfect assist..

i had a great thursday night-friday dawn.
i was able to release a lot of emotions.
i laughed and i talked and someone heard me.
someone heard me and actually listened.
that's just the boost i needed.
now i have made a decision.
i choose not to settle for something/someone less that what i know i deserve...
i can only give as much, not too much. enough drama.

Ma-ANJ is back.

current event :-)

sometimes being realistic is more important than being hopeful for nothing is certain in this world...


when the whole world can't give you honesty, perhaps it is about time that you become honest to yourself.