a heart breaking lesson :-)

sometimes loving someone less means loving ourselves MORE.... the less we think about someone gives us so much time to focus on what we have thus making us appreciate who we are MORE :-)

happy birthday aileen

ok...so im not enjoying my life in pasig due to lack of funds [&*%&^# i know] thank God for my GT Makati family, i am surviving... last night, we had a get together in Gerrys Grill, Makati to celebrate Aileen's 30 someteenth birthday.. had a lot of fun and i got my merlion from haze and cheline and a cute key chain from KL given by the birthday girl.... we're planning to go somewhere on march... hope i'll be able to save enough money to join :-) here are some pics..

i'll be BITTER without you... LOL [sequel]

nights are dark and scary.. cold and can be lonely.. sometimes terrifying... one spark of light might serve as a sign that morning will soon come but it can also be just a glimmer of bitter sweet false hope...

diversional acts

with khalil

with maite and buddy cunanan

with mike elgar of rivermaya [AGAIN]

with my lil bro, khalil..

raymund, julius and sj...

sooooooo problematic..... best thing to do? unwind with friends...

these are some pics taken last tuesday in tiendesitas where rivermaya had a gig

the past

i have been dreaming and thinking a lot about my ex jerome for almost 2 weeks now and it's giving me a taste of pure nostalgia... im loving it as much as i am hating each and every moment of it..

it's hard coz i don't wanna see him yet i constantly miss him... i feel like cursing him but at the same time i want to kiss him....

last night we had a chance to talk again... we laughed and it felt really good but at the back of my mind, im still doubtful. i wanted to feel something else, maybe that feeling of being wanted and i hardly felt it...

i guess i must learn to finally say goodbye to someone who doesn't want me in their lives and just come back when i get over everything--for real....

nostalgia

i am longing for something... for a feeling... :-(