Saturday, June 12, 2010

the past

i have been dreaming and thinking a lot about my ex jerome for almost 2 weeks now and it's giving me a taste of pure nostalgia... im loving it as much as i am hating each and every moment of it..

it's hard coz i don't wanna see him yet i constantly miss him... i feel like cursing him but at the same time i want to kiss him....

last night we had a chance to talk again... we laughed and it felt really good but at the back of my mind, im still doubtful. i wanted to feel something else, maybe that feeling of being wanted and i hardly felt it...

i guess i must learn to finally say goodbye to someone who doesn't want me in their lives and just come back when i get over everything--for real....

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