i'll kiss dating goodbye

3 years ago, a very good friend gave me 2 books by Joshua Harris, I kissed dating goodbye and boy meets girl... i never really understood why he chose those books but now i do.... after a series of failed relationships, i finally had the courage to take a look at things a bit seriously..

something is wrong with me and i just don't want to admit it...

i am impatient, aggressive and i lack wisdom. i thought i am ready but i wasn't. i thought i know everything but i clearly have no clue on what to do...

now i am reading the second book of Joshua Harris--boy meets girl and i feel like refraining on obsessing about having someone i can share my life with------coz i know im not yet ready!

this time, i wanna prepare myself... i wanna submit myself first to Him before i start wondering who my perfect mate will be... i now realize the value of time and patience in love, why wisdom is important and why faith is very important...

i feel more at peace now...

i thank kuya levi for giving me those books..... now i know why you're sent. :-)