letting go is not a one time-thing.. for me, it should be done every day til you finally "let go"

I hate being put in this position.. I'm forcing myself to let go of the one person that I need in my life. He's the only thing that makes sense, but at the same time, the one thing that complicates me.. I know that I'm better off without him, yet I feel empty whenever I try to let go...but I guess that emptiness is better than constant hurt.

I choose to finally go cause I can't stand this pain. It's time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again.