strictly politics

Deuteronomy 1:13, “Choose wise, intelligent and experienced men from each of your tribes, so that I may appoint them as your leaders.”

It is written in the Bible and WE ALL KNOW that a leader must be able to LEAD, and leading means there should be ability, experience, personality and integrity.

On this coming elections, we can all feel that Gilbert Teodoro is gaining momentum, from being unkown to the mass, he now seems like that wall everyone can lean on. Why waste your vote on mediocres when we can have the best man for the job?

we want change, this is the real change! take action, lets go for a better tomorrow, lets support teodoro!

take me home

home is where the heart is..

after what i id, i know my heart would be homeless..

ain't wecome anymore to enter the paradise i once owned..

i miss the fuitfulness of my gaden, the warm air... i miss everything...

such memories will be the only companion of my lonely heart for a long time.

duh

how can i let go when you're still holding me?
tell me how?

fault line

it drew it.

a perfect fault line to differenciate what to and not to do.

now take your pick..

i need enlightenment

i know myself a few years back but everything crumbled post pangaea.. i know i am not supposed to blame everything because of my past it's just that the more i think about what i am doing right now, the more i realize that it is because i am still somehow in that past.. til now i still get amazed on how perfect everything was back then... i wasn't scared, wasn't worried about anything cause i feel soooo secured. never had i felt alone when i was still in the arms of moo moo... and because of the fact that i patronize him as being THE BEST THERE IS, i kinda compare every single person to him, he became my standard and i am telling you---he's GRAND.

we built a relationship that was not meant to be forgotten, atleast that's what i think... it might seem unfair to others but i can't help myself...

he's a diamond, precious... wanted... desireable..

ugh,,, anyway, a lot has happened to me post moo2... some suitors came and had some affairs that i THOUGHT could replace 2007 in my heart---but nothing became successful.

then came bhernz... another gov official, another intel man, responsible----but i can't feel his presence coz he's always busy, tried to understand but calling me once a month just ain't right..

ritchel---ahh... the chinese businessman, we had chemistry, had some fun dates with him but geeez,,,,.... MANO PO drama happened...

jm---just for fun guy, party boy. spoiled brat.---no my type

jerome---ahh.....he almost did it, but he just failed... not once but twice... he's that person you would want to love but you know you wont be that happy coz he ain't giving you enough assurance... anyway, my stand will remain the same----ALMOST

capt barbel----ah..... a breath of fresh air BUT i can see alot of red lights and red flags... like the young version of moo minus the spiritual side...


----eerrrrr... no one wants to be alone but i'd rather be alone than be with someone who can't provide all the lovin and security i need... basic concept. basic mistake. :-/


WHAT NOW?

i am currently in an internet cafe at Malakas St, East Ave QC...near my old apartment, just wanna think about how i should let go of my past and fnally have a future.... will go to sacred heart parish church after this, then off to trinoma... a date with myself--and my favorite--TATERS nachos hahaha :-P

Can't wait!

i can't wait for friday!

so excited to join the GT activity in EDSA (hoping for i to be successful)

plus, im going to see my dear GT friends again (weeeeh)

plus, im gonna ask them to have lunch at van mix, a bbq haus in QC behind the phil heart center.. that "eatery" is very special to me and i wantto share it with my friends.. :-)

plus, tictax is going to give me my GT shirts!

weeeeh

happy!

so into GT

there is a contest re:tshirt layouts for GT.. here's my entry :-)

hope people will like it...

fix me

made up a story to hurt someone.
tried to be strong to save my pride.


why am i still crying?

im so lost.

strike 3

i will say this once again..

never take people for granted.
NEVER.


a relationship is about appreciation, not self destruction...

so it's always better to accept that you are not appreciated and LEAVE than actually staying with someone who does not know your worth and keep on hurting..

i tried.

i loved you the best way i possibly could when you were at your worst..
until now.

but things MUST change.
and i don't think i can risk again..

so here we are, back to being strangers.

self induced...

when we do something, it can result to PROBLEMS or ACHIEVEMENTS so when you are undergoing a stressful event right at this moment, remember that you brought it upon yourself, never blame others for the decision we make on a daily basis is a product of our own self.. it is OURS not THEIRS.

gravity

is not the reason why people fall inlove...

hmmm...

if that's the reason, i might as well call my nightmare a BLACKHOLE! LOL

people come and go but only those who built respect and true friendship lasts as companions through thick and thin--that is waaaay more than a love story.

hand me the light

....i have worked hard on this, happy to be free and finally grab that chance to be happy with the people who appreciates me, til the last minute i was hoping for something positive but i didn't feel anything so, im free! wooosh!
cabooze, hello social life!

van mix

back in 2007, when i was still working at the phil heart center, there's is this "ihawan" that serves scrumptuous viands!

i used to go there every day coz it's affordable and the food is really great... had tons of memories there too :-P

anyway, i asked my friend if we can eat there sometimes and he said yes, sure.. now i am super excited and a bit nervous lol

there is a building there that reminds me a lot of something special...

too bad, it's not appropriate to think about it anymore..

can't wait for the weekends! :-)

:-)

back in '07, me and my ex whom i call "moo" always go to the La Mesa eco Park in Fairview just to have a long walk... i miss moments like that.

long walk.
long talk.
laughing together.
dancing insanely.
kissing in the rain.
running around.
being kids for a while.

those are the moments that can never be replaced, never forgotten..

i love it so much...

hmm....can't wait to have another MOMENT to be missed...

with...... :-)

birthday slex :-P

oh yeah!

i'll spend my birthday sa kalsada! gala2! tambay2!

i know i will be happy tomorrow.

i can't put to words how irritated i am at someone.. i am not angry, im over the hate stage, it's just that i get irritated whenever i remember what that person did to me... I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG! and he... he lied to me over and over and over.. wow.... that's just so immature of him... i feel sad because he has a daughter and he's not acting the way he should be acting! so immature, self centered, can't understand much... i can go on and on....


everything that i hoped for for that person just went to waste...

tsk tsk

lame and stupid

have you ever met someone who is soooo bad at making lies?

guess what? i fell inlove with one LOL

wow...

i feel like regretting every moment i patronized that man..

oh well.. life goes on...

i am already over him, just not with the stupid and lame things he keeps on putting on the table! raaaaar lol... i feel like a victim of the gag show JUST FOR LAUGHS!

thank goodness i am surrounded by people who feeds me with positive energy and super BYTES of hapiness!

there's really a time for everything....

it's my time to party, and for him.. i don't know, maybe it's time for him to burry himself alive with his lies!

so maarty LOL

i'll be turning 23 on friday.
my friends are teasing me for a blowout...
told them that i have work that day and i'll be probably out the whole weekend...
they asked me how i'm going to celebrate, told them i already celebrated my birthday a month ago and last sunday.. they were like "what??" LOL

all i want on friday is to have peace of mind.

aside from that..

i want flowers... flowers and more flowers! LOL

or...

hmmmm......

tummytickles!

mind games

i feel like playing my old game..

let's have a psy war! LOL

help me rediscover myself!

"decode me"

loud and clear

i know what actions mean..


i know it.

the magic will always stay with me...

gosh.. i feel like singing runaway :-)

STILL

i know it's wrong to miss you.
wrong to love you..
wrong to long for you..

BUT I AM missing you.. longing for you...

....decode me

pain and hapiness...

i was ready.
i was so willing to sacrifice ALL.
i tried my best.
BUT I NEVER SATISFIED YOU.
i accepted all.
i swallowed everything.
hoped for the best.
BUT YOU NEVER BECAME HAPPY.
i kept my faith til the end.
i never intended to let go.
i wanted to fix things.
BUT YOU'RE JUST NOT TRUE ENOUGHT TO MAKE ME WANT TO CONTINUE.
now i rediscovered the world i left when i loved you
it's much better, a place much happier..
time to make a decision.
I CHOOSE TO DO WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME AND YOU.

some things are meant to be learned the hard way, til the end i wanted you to learn it the easy way but i guess, im loving myself better now by not doing so... it's about time you learn something from me, the one you called "gago"

ENCHANTED

i am so happy. i had sooooo much fun yesterday... i can't believe it's possible to be THAT happy LOL!

i was a child yesterday and guess what? I RODE THE FERRIS WHEEL!! yeah! not once but twice! tictac helped me not to be that scared of it, he even told me how the ferris wheel is being ran, the mechanism and all....

what else, well.... i am free! i finally had the courage to make a decision.

i don't know how long it will last but i know as of NOW, i did what's right.

i am happy. :-)

SULONG GIBO:LIPADTAYO!

wait a minute

"....sometimes you need to keep someone not because you love them but because you care and wanted to protect them from harm."


I BEG TO DISAGREE.


-----protecting someone does not necessarily mean that you have to lie to them, that you have to give them FALSE HOPES, HONESTY will free them and it is no longer your business if they get suicidal after a certain situation happened cause in the end, when they get over the whole scenario, they will be thankful that it happened, that you became true enough to let them suffer LESS by handing them reality, that is one reason why HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY.

twisted reality

sometimes the things that we have and need to do are the things that we never ever want to do...


i really want this to work out but the party ain't jumpin like it used to... i know what is best for me and for you but why can't we face it both? i think the truth in this matter is that ---we just don't wanna be alone.... we have other people in our lives but the thought of me with someone else and you with another is just poisonous to the mind...


i'm burning. one side of me is telling me that i need to move on, the other side i wanna break down and cry...

a message for YOU

you're not a bad person... you just constantly make bad decisions...

try to make love work in your life so you can stop hurting people...

you can do it-----just try....

try to actually do it.

you might find your God's best waiting at the end of the road for you.

adventure

everyone knows i am dead scared of ferris wheels... tomorrow i will be in EK and (gulp) i think im gonna ride on it! lol i have to.. i wanna conquer that fear of mine, i just wish that there's a hand i can hold when i start shaking tomorrow! lol

excited.scared.excited.scared.excited? SUPER!

hell weeks...

i've been struggling to be fine for the past 3 weeks... somehow i have managed to separate my emotions from my rational self... i know what i want im just so confused right now on how to get it.. time and time i question myself about taking risks... is it still worth it? can positive change be achieved? will it work out? doubts and more doubts are kicking in and there's only one person who's keeping me sane in the midst of this crazy times...someone i can relate with.. someone who knows me much... someone i call my "wall"

if it wasn't for him, i might be running back to hell with arms wide open and eyes wide shut!

i am raging a battle against love.

love for myself and for someone.

i am not an angry person... i am someone who can easily forgive people who hurt me, that's me....

i just don't know why i am so afraid to forgive and forget this time..

i am TRAUMATIZED to the bones.

healing

im not mad, im not sad---im ok..

i am actually happy right now..

a lot of people helped me to withstand the storm that hit me...

i am blessed to have them in my life..

now i am willing to open my heart to forgiveness.

my birthday wish

......might come true, i am excited, can't wait!