twisted reality

sometimes the things that we have and need to do are the things that we never ever want to do...


i really want this to work out but the party ain't jumpin like it used to... i know what is best for me and for you but why can't we face it both? i think the truth in this matter is that ---we just don't wanna be alone.... we have other people in our lives but the thought of me with someone else and you with another is just poisonous to the mind...


i'm burning. one side of me is telling me that i need to move on, the other side i wanna break down and cry...