i've been struggling to be fine for the past 3 weeks... somehow i have managed to separate my emotions from my rational self... i know what i want im just so confused right now on how to get it.. time and time i question myself about taking risks... is it still worth it? can positive change be achieved? will it work out? doubts and more doubts are kicking in and there's only one person who's keeping me sane in the midst of this crazy times...someone i can relate with.. someone who knows me much... someone i call my "wall"
if it wasn't for him, i might be running back to hell with arms wide open and eyes wide shut!
i am raging a battle against love.
love for myself and for someone.
i am not an angry person... i am someone who can easily forgive people who hurt me, that's me....
i just don't know why i am so afraid to forgive and forget this time..
i am TRAUMATIZED to the bones.
About Me
- ...ANJ...
- i am who i am, and i love me and the life i got going... it's busy, hectic and often absurd, but in the end - it works! God blessed me with a heart capable of loving, for that i am thankful...
...what i think?
Life is only great when you have decided that you want it that way---and you won't accept anything less than you deserve. :-)
laugh and live!
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