i watched titanic earlier today, thanks to the pile of pirated dvds that my aunt owns :-) it helped a lot in remembering what love should be... how to move on... how to go on... frankly, i don't think i lost someone, i believe i just lost a part of myself. i gave it away and completely surrendered it to someone who did't want it. that's what makes it hard for me. i loved too much and i didn't listen to anyone, just like what rose did in the movie. the only difference is that, she trusted her heart to a man who loved her back---she did the right thing, she earned the rewards of taking risks in love. i tried to do the same unfortunately, i gave it not to a jack dawson---i gave it to "just some guy" and now i know that not every male who loves their mother can be a lovable partner too---still has to take a good look at them..
whew.... crying over that is no option....I WILL MOVE ON no matter what (love that phrase). And hah! like what celine dion's song said: "i believe that the heart does go on....."
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