my hearts desire

well.. maybe i am on a rush....

i want to get married. i want to have a husband who wants to see me after work.. who will kiss me in the forehead when he arrives... a family of my own. i wanna see myself looking at a tiny baby with loving eyes while another is set on me... i wanna take care of someone and be with him til my hair becomes grey.. i wanna sit beside someone and have a quiet moment--in perfect peace. i want a quiet life, no angst.. nothing but love... i want that... i am inlove with someone now but i really can't see myself having a future with him... yes it is odd but i just don't think that he can reciprocate the passion i have for him.. i know love should be unconditional but letting someone treat you in a way you don't deserve to be treated is not a way of loving yourself unconditionally.

i know how to love. and i know someone will love me the way i know how to love....