spur of the moment?

i think not.

i applied at fitness first.
i will apply for a credit card.
i will buy a new phone.
will get my hair done next week

i have decided to stop thinking about what makes me sad..why should i right?

i managed to do it after moo, i can do it again.

plus, i have a belief that courage is like a muscle, it gains strength with usage. THIS is the perfect time for it. i can't wait for my endorphins to be released!

this is life! no lies. no insecurities. no stupid people to nurse! :-)